Catch up blogging

Wow six months since my last post. Can we say I suck at blogging? Well, Luke finished the first grade. He loved Buddy League baseball. Greg helped coach his team while Aniston and I cheered from the stands. She loved the ballfield and boy did it get hot. Meanwhile, Summer flew by and I still don't know where it went. Luke was ready to go to the 2nd grade. They have really been getting on each other's nerves so I was ready for some peace and quiet also. Luke is a great big brother but like to aggravate lil sister every now and then.

Aniston recently got her hair trimmed and she is always into girlie stuff. She turned 3 years old. Wow, where has that time gone? She had a great little party with family and got wonderful gifts. She was so cute opening them. She would say, This for me?" I loved the innocense. She is still a momma's girl that is for sure. She is pretty sassy also! I sometimes love her spunk and am embarrassed by it others. She will start 3 year olf preschool in a couple weeks. She will go 3 1/2 days. I am excited because it is all she talks about. Poor teachers!

We are currently talking about me doing some part time work. I have mixed feeling about it. I look forward to adult interaction but not the worry about what we will do when the kids get sick. Also, I like being the one who takes care of everyone in the house. I know the right opportunity would be a good thing for me as well as the rest of the family. Funny how people like to weigh in on when you should go back to work.

Here are a few pics from the last six months!

Random thoughts of being a mother......

This is a hard job, very hard some days. Although it is hard to explain, it is like having a "work" job outside the home. You have good days and bad days. I LOVE my job there is nothing else in the world that can compare to the hugs and kisses I get all through my working day. But, there are times that I long to watch a TV show alone. Actually, I would like a whole day to say in my PJ's and watch Lifetime Movie Network all day. These kids don't take away from my world- they are my world. Talking with other Moms I have come to understand that I am far from a perfect Mom but I hope one day they have great memories of us playing together and having fun. Aniston's schedule has been nuts lately, there is no schedule. At 1 am this morning we were dancing on my bed to songs on my phone. It was hysterical! At one point I thought if Greg walks in here he will think I have lost my mind!! Some would say it wouldn't be along trip. HaHa. As a child growing up my Mom wouldn't let me sit on the bed much less jump on it! Times are different, parenting is different.

After the fun was over around 2 this morning and I looked at Aniston as she was falling asleep I was sad. My mind drifted to the thought of having a 7 yr old asleep in another room who would be up in a few hours and off to 1st grade. My, time rolls by fast. I laid awake thinking of all the ways life has changed since being a Mom. There is a thing called mother's intutition. You sense when something is not right with your child, you feel there pain, you know you are needed. When Aniston was born and I had my hysterectomy it was bittersweet. I was thrilled to live a life without pain for the first time I could remember. I was happy to think I wouldn't have to think of the struggle of infertility and trials in getting pregnant. I also would never again face the pain of giving a new life growing inside of me up to heaven before we got to meet here on earth. I don't give thanks enough for this blessing of experiencing the journey of motherhood.

With every pregnancy before Aniston I have known I would have another child. That time I knew she would be our last chil. As I neared the end of that pregnancy I found myself feeling a bit like a kid anxious for what may be her last Christmas, at least for a very long time.

To me, the labor and delivery experience is so miraculous and wonderful and magical. It is like Christmas- double exciting when I had my first child on Christmas. There is the wonder and excitement of meeting your child face to face. It is like opening the most incredibly beautiful, wonderful,present ever.

There were so many reasons I was glad to move on from this child bearing stage of my life. And yet, now I wish I could do it again! That is until Aniston is brat tomorrow when she wakes up and I once again feel as though I should be wearing a name tag and an apron!

For friends that are waiting to be blessed through adoption or fostering, please send up a prayer for them.

We have a 7 yr old!

Luke shares his birthday with Jesus and he is fine with that. He had his actual party a couple weeks ago at the Sports Training Center. He had about 12 little boys there to celebrate with him. We are so proud of Luke and his giving heart. He includes everyone and considers the feelings of others. He is like any other 7 yr old boy in that he gets wild and doesn't always mind. But, we simply could not have been blessed with a sweeter child. His birthday is always a little sad to me because he is growing up so quickly. He loves for me to tell him the story of how he was born on Christmas and showed up too early. I know one day he won't be interested in hearing all of this but for now his is and that's great! Happy birthday big guy we love you!

The Holidays

We had a wonderful Christmas. Once again we began our celebration at Big Cedar. The kids had a super fun time. That place is magic during the holidays. Actually, all the adults enjoyed themselves as well. Aniston got sick during the night on our last night there, so she was a little puny for all the celebrations. We celebrated with Greg's family on Christmas Eve. We celebrated with my parents on Christmas Day.

Luke is doing great in school. He is looking forward to baseball starting. Actually, he has (I think) decided to skip playing soccer. It is hard for a few weeks when it overlaps baseball games. And, 2 practices a week while still in school is hard as well. I think the biggest reason is that he can't participate in a school sponsored basketball in the Fall. He is also wanting to play Flag Football and maybe Fall Baseball. At some point they have to decide. We are fine with his decision.

Aniston is potty trained. Well as of right now not totally #2 trained... but hopefully very very soon. Two days after Christmas she said she would use her potty and wear panties and she did. The previous two attempts at "potty camp" were ruthless. They left her and her Mommy very frustrated. She is talking so much more and learning new things everyday. She loves going to pick up Luke from school and see the kids when we visit. She has matured a whole lot in the last couple months.

Jemma- is big about 35 lbs right now and she continues to be wild and pupply like. She is great fun and the kids love her. We had snow last week and she loved playing in it with the kids. I am so glad we have her to brighten our days!

Luke turned 7 on Christmas and that is just unreal. Time sure does fly by and too quickly. Aniston was 2.5 on the 11th of Jan. They are lots of work and extremely frustrating at times. But I could not image life without either of them!

Happy 2011 everyone!